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Blue Steps

by Genuine Fake

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1.
Real Life 02:03
When I think about you as a kid I could never make sense of it I was too happy, I was too sad Too full of life to understand Now the story makes total sense You gave your life to the government And the elites that bought them off While you were busy getting off Who wants to live now? When I think about you as a kid I could never make sense of it I was too happy, I was too sad Too full of life to understand
2.
No one told you what was coming Life is simple in the morning The only way you’ll ever change Is if you learn from your mistakes But that is not your way In the morning you're an asshole Only doing what you have to The only way you’ll be okay Is if you give your life away And count your lonely days Why’d you wake me up? I’ve got nothing to do I don’t wanna scroll Through the morning news I remember when you said There's nothing we can do Like a wolf hunts down it's prey Or a burning summer's day I don’t wanna get out of bed I wanna stay with you I don’t wanna have to try so hard, to roll over and get up
3.
Deep Dive 03:39
I feel a deep dive coming on I’m learning how to make memories to hold You didn't want to get into Now I know what you’ve always meant to me We had our speeches planned Everything as its supposed to be I was a foolish man I didn’t know that I was mean No one wants to help the one who's losing When and why did life become survival All I got is my instinct now A perfect plan is for those that have the time My skill is watching the clock tick down Learning how to maintain a stable mind Didn’t wanna let you know go Didn’t have the time you know Didn’t make it easy now Just made it simple No one wants to hold the hand that's dying Wondering how your life became a lie No one wants to mend a selfish chance To finally go finally go out and change your life No one wants to live in no one's shadow You go through life without a second thought A child in the body of a killer Shocked as all of us when you get caught
4.
They smell the weakness in my blood That grew up in my childhood A little crazy and unchecked They love the power in their hands To live without a ruling hand To crush your desperate demands What kind of monster have you made? The one with perfect teeth Dripping with the blood of children Dripping with the blood of billions Don’t talk about that shit right now I need to get my sorry life sorted out For mum and dad and myself and my children And now you wonder what you’ll do When they have nothing left to lose When death is all you have to choose
5.
Blue Enough 02:46
This little thing we have It sleeps away so fast I wonder where you’ve been Well you've been right here It took a little time but we found it Don’t think there’ll be a nice way around it (I only wanted to be your love, living on a knife’s edge) Don’t think I’m thinking straight Maybe it's not too late But we’ve been out so long It seems those days are gone I try to understand but we’re different Your doing what but you're slipping Your blue enough for the both of us And your broken hearts always open I wanna vanish into your dark And forfeit this life I have broken
6.
I see the money in your fancy home Nuclear family that’s made of bones I smell the carbon in the atmosphere I’ve got no future so I’ve got no fear They're gonna take that money from your hands They're gonna be that money in their hands Oh daddy put that money in my hands Oh baby put that money in my hands They're gonna take that money from your hands They're gonna be that money in their hands They're gonna put your money in their hands Oh brother put that money in your hands They said it’s not the way it’s going down They put the money in your bank account You give the money to your dealer Cal That's what the government should always do Finance the habits of despairing youth Or else they’ll take that money from your hands They're gonna put that money in their hands They're gonna take that money from your hands Oh mumma put that money in my hands They said it’s not the way it’s going down
7.
What a Life 02:58
I never thought I’d be with you Thought I’d find something to do I see a tower over there Half constructed, no one cares And every time I turn on my screen I see a desperate working bee I never thought I’d be so lucky I trained for so long Like a dog without a bone And every smile breaks my mouth Every heartbeat turns me south What a dream This life you’ve given me Don't think I’ll ever come round So much hate inside this room Want to slip out for the afternoon Need a distraction from the doom Want you to say it won't be soon Buy my stuff so I can buy your stuff My stuff is the love my mum never gave up on The rich will call out the poor And millionaires will lead the cause What a dream It's all turned out to be Don't think I’ll ever wake up What a joke This life turned out to be Don’t think ill ever grow up Don’t leave so soon I didn't say no I’m so alone I’m so afraid I’m like a child Never grew up I’m stunted now Just don’t please go
8.
Wide awake I know I’m not the only one that feels far away I’m always looking for your forgiveness No one ever taught me to be kind Like a dog without a bone Left outside for days alone You wouldn’t feed that to your cat But you’ll give it to the food bank Fast asleep I find some time to be my true self, not a pretty side You can't get by living a lie Sick in the head Almost dead Like a god without a prayer No one even knows your there Criticised for being born Ignorance made me forlorn Like a dog without a bone Left outside for days alone
9.
All I Got 02:42
You say we will be alright Every word is another lie Hold on to the dreams you have No one knows a better way I wanna love ya Like a brother Cos we're all we have But we never speak And I need your here Seven days a week I wish I had a time machine Change the course of history We found a glimpse of love Beauty like I never thought Take me with you In your pocket I wanna be your Power socket I wanna hold ya Like a beer Cos you're all I got But we never talk I need your love Anything that you got Yeah you're all I need But we never speak And I need you here Maybe three days a week
10.
Levi Nation 02:23
I know you're hurtin’ I know it's there And your waiting for someone to say that they truly care Some days it's a self fulfilling prophecy Living inside our bloodstream It ruins today Tomorrow it's gone Like water on rock your break It's never too late Until it's too late Trying to change my ways But now look at ya I let you down Something's gone for good and it never will be found Taken from you long before you were here Like a fawn from a deer I have it with me Don’t you want it? No no no no no no no no It ruins today Tomorrow it's gone Like water on rock your break It's never too late Until it's too late Trying to change But you’ll never change You‘ll never know How the ending will go I’ll be taken And you’ll be the same
11.
Truth Decay 03:27
I never thought I’d see it happen In slow motion on my phone Now you found your great expression And you're fighting all alone In a prison for your mind In your world you're always right It's the logic of the ruler It keeps you poor and insecure Don’t go out on the street and talk Stay inside and use your thumbs to fight the war In the world your screen made up Cos you don’t know how to tell the truth apart Please I need you to explain this elementary truth You want a place to feel safe and lonely From the comfort of your home As the dying world gets closer Feeling righteous and absolved Rich kids advocate for change Then in private play the game They're hoarding houses for their future Keeping you poor and insecure A statue crumbling into the past your former life is a myth you hold to like a child's toy but now you begin to accept it was never there, it was invented as reality you could habit in which you could do no wrong but also be forgiven, and when you touch the threshold it got into your blood and never let you go and you were always here for thousands of years and your memories are in your blood and in your tears. Don’t go out on the street and talk Stay inside and use your thumbs to fight the war In the world your screen made up Cos you don’t know how to tell the truth apart Please I need you to explain this elementary truth
12.
Childself 05:17
Running from myself again Hiding in the lion's den Violence was my only friend I still tumble now and then Found myself upon your floor All alone forever more Broken heart and tortured soul Hatred big and courage small How did you turn into me? Broken child running free Did you feel and did you see Were you given what you need I dreamed you died Right by my side Said it's hard for me to love Cos i’ve never been loved Cos i’m never enough And it's a life I can never leave I can never lead again Something so good That you found on your own On your own, all alone She closed her eyes Old and wise Started to cry And said good night Do you see What you’ve done? How it moves I know its hard But I told you so I waited for your love Running from myself again Hiding in the lion's den Violence was my only friend I still tumble now and then Found myself upon your floor All alone forever more Broken heart and tortured soul Hatred big and courage small And it's a life I can never lead I can never leave again Something so good That you found on your own On your own, all alone
13.
I place my hand upon the earth I wonder what I’ll do now, in this lonely universe They could see I was lost Running late for someone I had nothing in my head I had nothing good to wear They said you gotta try and work it out on your own There's no one there you gotta figure this out all alone You got more fortune then your dad ever had And he’s fine, yeah he’s fine I guess I’ll never understand Yeah I thought I played my cards right, thought I had a winning hand I was one step away From a life of violence I had nothing in my heart Till you stopped and helped me up I sad you gotta try and help me up I had stumble at the finish line It's all I know It's all I have I guess I’ll do my best to work it out on my own You left me here to try and figure it out all alone I never wanted to make it a problem so it's fine Yeah it's fine
14.
Said there's gotta be another way out of They said there's not enough time Well what the hell’s time? I feel my cushy little unearned freedom slipping away from me now I think their might just be another door out of this place Another little 1,2,3,4,5 hiding space Be on time and get in line I don’t care how you do it, don’t care why you do it, don’t care who you do it with Just be on time, and get in line Drink some wine, cos I just don't have time I know I lost it but everything will be alright I know it looks bad but you haven’t even tried to fight You're on the ropes now and nobody’s on your side I think I saw another funny thing on TV It went doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo You should have been there Be on time and get in line I don’t care how you do it, don’t care why you do it, don’t care who you do it with Just be on time, and get in line Drink some wine, cos i just don't have time You took my artform and you turned into an industry You took my dream and then you turned into reality You gave me hope/freedom and then you took it away from me
15.
Utopia 01:19
This could be a utopia This could have been a utopia
16.
Concrete 02:42
You took me in and you gave me a bed You held my hand and you rubbed my head You gave me food and some money to spend You let me stay didn’t charge me rent Always longing for something concrete Cold and lonely My one and only Now I know we are one and the same Your a part of me, that will never change Our love is improvisational dance It's in our eyes and it's in our hands No we can wait for a turning point Or we can live in uncertainty He’s never had to explain himself Or tell you what he really means So hold me baby Down on the concrete See you one day when Life's not so crazy It's all you do To stay with me I know it's not so easy It's what you need It's what you need I know it's not so easy

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Each of the blue steps in the cover art represents a song from the album in chronological order, and the width of each step corresponds to the length of each song. These songs were written and recorded over a period of 3 years, with some of them having been started up to 10 years ago.

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released July 15, 2022

Written, produced and performed by Thomas Forward
Mastered by Casey Hartnett
Cover Art by Thomas Forward

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